Sunday 27 May 2012

"Aks"

अरसों तक देखा किये सभी चेहरों को, 
ख़ुद को ढूँढता हूँ अब मिल जाऊं कहीं। 
आईना झूठा तो नहीं जहाँ मुझसा कोई दिखता है, 
अक्स है ये भी मगर, पर मैं तो नहीं।

परतें चढ़ गयीं हैं इस शीशे पर,
जो ये साफ़ कुछ कहता नहीं।
या इस सूरत ने ही मुखड़े पहने हैं,
खुद देखता तो हूँ पर मैं खुद दिखता नहीं।

अब ठहरा जो ये हाथ से आइना छूटा,
बिखर गया सब जो टुकड़ों में हिस्सों में था कहीं।
एक झलक को इस काँच में एक आस मिली,
समेट लूँ,अब चुन के जोड़ लूँ आप खुद को यहीं।

शर्मिन्दा हूँ जो छुपा के रखा था खुदी से खुद को,
एक एहसास है अब अपने होने का जो खोया था कहीं।
नज़रें अब खुद में भी झाँक सकती हैं,
अब आईना भी सच्चा है और वो अक्स भी झूठा नहीं। 

5 comments:

  1. Like I have always maintained, your Hindi poetry is really good ... keep it up, though something not-so-melancholic would be even more welcome.

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    1. Agree!!!but you know, kahin hai jo it si coming up, that's why.

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  2. Really good.
    li'l sad, but expressing it simply and so clearly is something!!

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    1. Thanks..
      somebody said "never let the truth come in way of a good story" but when you set out to express the truth it tends to get something not so easy or soothing..hence the sadness..

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  3. one of the best u've ever written and i've ever read...kudos!! din know u've become so good :P

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